Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Day 1

On my new meds and so far….

I’ve been too tired to stay awake at work. I took a nap in my car at lunch.

Sitting up straight was exhausting.

Clearly I couldn’t go to the gym even though I didn’t go yesterday so now I have guilt on top of fat.

The sound of human voices makes me want to rip out peoples tongues and shove them straight into their lungs.

I want to break… everything. Everything. Throw things against the floor, put my fists through walls, and tear the shit out of everything that so much as comes within my peripheral.


I swear by all things unholy that the next person that tries talking to me in IRL is going to experience first hand what my fist tastes like.

I want to tear the world down and watch it burn.

On top of everything else, I’ve quit drinking.



  1. *quietly sits down beside you without saying a word so that you at least know I am here*


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