Thursday, June 30, 2011

Too much

Sometimes life is just too much. I don't want this one anymore. It's too hard. Too sad. Too pointless. I don't know how else to say it. I don't want any of this anymore.

I'm going to the movies with my Lady Friend tonight. I'll smile and pretend everything is ok. But it's not. It feels like everything is over. There's nothing more for tomorrow.

I'm tired. So tired. I don't want to always be so tired.


5 comments:

  1. I think I might be channeling my thoughts into your being. I seriously have been siting here for the last three hours trying to figure out if I was dead or alive.

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  2. Tomorrow is another day. Take a deep breath, and tomorrow is another day. Emily

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  3. @Maasiyat.... you're like my best beeper friend from back home. No matter how far apart we are, our moods shift in the same way at the same time. It's uncanny. ::Hugs::

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  4. @Emily... Yes. You're so right. I actually just posted as such. Somedays will always be bad for Borderline, it's just a matter of getting to tomorrow.

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  5. sigh....I know these feelings all too well. You've perfectly worded it to fit my mood.

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