Sunday, November 20, 2011

Trust Issues

How close I get to men is inversely proportional to how much I trust them.

The more I get to know them, the more of myself I share, the more convinced I am that I'm going to get hurt.

I'm either paranoid... or right.

I can feel myself getting more attached. At the same time all I can do ruminate on all the reasons I shouldn't be.

I want him to want to be closer... as I run far, far away.


4 comments:

  1. Honestly, nothing. I'm just paranoid.

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  2. The ultimate paradox. I still fight with this after 4 yrs of marriage. Luckily for me my husband has learned to just let me pull and push him as I need to. I think that is the only reason he and I are still together.

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  3. @Maasiyat... It really is such a paradox. I'm happy that you've found someone that loves you so much. I hope I'm as lucky some day.

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